So I have this fear of losing my grip on, well I don’t even know what to call it… sanity, focus, grip, balance, center; you get it. I am so very inspired by this authentic, outrageous, real, honest, pastor of music and connection in Atlanta who I have never met and only read his thoughts and words through his blog and Twitter.
I want to be authentic. I want to be honest. I want truth. Real.
I am terrified to do so. Why? and how do I knit that net to fall into when I leap from the stand?
Being that it is “severe weather season” here in alley (something we are all very excited about truth be told) I thought that I would mention the storm that has been stirring in me lately.
I have searching for authenticity. A storm that has been circling for a long time is about the touch down. I have been writing just not publishing, so for my faithful readers I apologize. I have been looking to those around me, some builders others work demolition to finance my way into happiness and security. Well I should have known that check would bounce.
I am discontent with what I am contributing to life, my life, my kids life, my communities life. What to change, I want to change everything. I have so many ideas, plans, dreams, desires and most of all I want to be a partner with The only One who can make it happen.
So I ask you this how do you find authentic relationships? Where do you find them, keep them? Do you seek them or have they found you?
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